I'm happy hanging around my boyfriend but i don't know why i feel so drained and aggravated when i come from work. I have the easiest job ever as a Sub, i only pass out busy word and call roll with the students. I guess it's cause i don't like kids idk?? its not my ideal job, it's easy money but i just don't like kids and their attitudes. Also when i have to socialize at work or just be around a lot of people i feel very drained and unhappy. I get a peace of mind from being alone or being with my boyfriend. most of the time, if i'm not at work or the grocery store i'm at home. I don't like going to parties or huge gatherings where its a lot of people that i have to talk to. Even at work i feel drained from trying to socialize and talk to people.