I'm kind of traumatized when I think about the bad experiences of being pick on a lot during my childhood days. When I was in school from elementary through highschool, my classmates use to complain and tease me so much about having bad breath. Of course people don't complain about my bad hygienic breath now, but now when I look back on it is embarrassing. Do you think i should feel ashamed of myself for it?
Also kids thought i was a slow retard because I was quiet in school, I didn't have confidence in talking because I use to stutter a lot when I would make a speech. Due to me being anti-social, that would cause some kids to run over me, and i wouldn't even fight them back when they would hit me like a punching bag. i wouldn't fight back because i didn't want any attention drawn towards me. i didn't want to get suspended from school and have my parents worry that I'm in a bad school environment.
Some kids would pick on me fro staying in the house all day and not come out, well i use to come out but I stop doing that because the environment I lived is was a neighborhood with a lot of rowdy messy people; my parents and I use to be friends with certain neighbors, but we decided to love them from a distance because my parents thought the neighbors kids was a bad influence on me, that's why i quit coming out. i was naive about a lot of things, like most of the kids in my small town are street kids to which their parents let them do anything they want to do, no home training.