Of how really horny I am, and how much I am gonna to enjoy more and more, and if he was been rude to me the first place, not making love, but just booootie call only, no attachment feelings, then ya, I have another man view in placed of his, and enjoying even more! I have not had emotional making love sex in a long time, those needs are not met, but I am extremely vulnerable as well, by being this lonely, and even at the point looking for someone to fill in the empty spot in my life, which my husband is not fullfulling in years. His lost, he is the one who pushed me away by not wanted to be around much, not talking, not holding me, and yes he is pushing me into another man's arm and he says he wants me and not a divroce, but yet he dont get it???
My sexual needs are high and his are not, and yah he just dont realized how lonely it is or even how easy it is for me come to point to cheating in real life with another man.