Don't know if I'm gay or not?

Can someone help me with my sexual orientation? I don't wanna be gay and I've never thought guys were cute back then when I was little. I'm a 13 year old male. When I was in 6th, friends told me about masterbaition and I always masterbaited to girls, I also wanna get kids with a girl. Anyways one day I... show more Can someone help me with my sexual orientation? I don't wanna be gay and I've never thought guys were cute back then when I was little. I'm a 13 year old male. When I was in 6th, friends told me about masterbaition and I always masterbaited to girls, I also wanna get kids with a girl. Anyways one day I was curious, and a friend told me about porn, I wanted to see what gay porn looked like so I watched it and I liked it! It was my first time viewing porn, know I am noticing guys and stuff..... I need help! I have anxiety which makes it way worse and my anxiety makes everything I obsess over make it think it's true even though it's not. Is it normal for me? Do I just wanna experiment? Or is it a phase or am I actually gay? Help!
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