no dude, I had no friends (still dont), bullied in high school, never went to class, 12 ACT, graduated high school one year later then my class, cause i was so behind. once i graduated, i was lazy in my parents house, didnt work, didnt help my parenst in anything, and felt like i failed my parents, they sometimes would call me names, but when i looked back at it i deserved it cause i was a ******* lazy slob piece of ****. I decided to get a job, i was a line cook, hated it but there was this drive in me i found, i worked 7days a week, and made hella hella money. I bought a used new car and help with payments for my parents and siblings. Im enrolled in community college now and hope to maybe be a doctor one day. yes it sucks, but never put yourself down. just get up and start being the person you wish to be. goodluck dude! you are worthy of living!