I like to be sexually humiliated and used. What is wrong with me?

I m a very respectful and lovinh person in real life, but i like to be sexually humiliated and used (physical and not by being insulted). When sex ends, i dont feel good at myself until i become horny again. What is the psychology behind that? How can I change?
Looking for a genuine advice, not sex offers.
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