Your hatred is called pride. In a religious sense, pride is enmity or hatred against God and man. It is the root of wars, divorce, road rage, religious and political contention, divisions, etc. It is at the core of the destruction of nations. The proud rich are ungrateful and not generous. The proud poor hold envy and hatred for the rich. The proud educated feel smarter than God and think they are above others. Pride manifests itself in unhealty competition. The proud do not just want more, they want more than others. Unlike the meek, the proud only think of themselves and cannot take pleasure in other peoples success. The proud are hateful and unforgiving.
Pride is called the universal sin because we all have it to some degree.
"For, behold, the day cometh, that shall burn as an oven; and all the proud, yea, and all that do wickedly, shall be stubble" Malachi 4:1