Why am I ONLY attracted to older men, when I hate my dad so much?
Why is it so, when I've had a very negative impression of older guys - - in the form of my dad? I hate him, I hate both my parents but I hate my dad to the point of killing him. No joke. He's the definition of "a$shole".
Shouldn't I hate older men as a result of my hatred towards my dad? Why do I LOVE them instead? And how can I stop getting attracted to older men, i'd really like to stop it?