How to change my life?
I have master degree and some experience but I work as hausekeeper because I dont have to pay for food and room and I it is hard to get a job in my field of education.
I can get a job in Dublin but with salary that I earn I can not afford my own place..I have to share badthroom and kitchen with other people and I cant save any money.
The best would be get a job in austria because there I can afford appartment and save some money but in austria is imposible to get a better job ( like assistant manager) ..and my german is not fluent
I dont want to work all life as hausekeeper and I dont want to share hause with 5 other people like is in Dublin.
I feel terible..many times I want to end my life because I am not happy and I am stressed out.