I feel like a disappointment?
I'm homeschooled. I'm going on my 2nd yr of homeschool. I have severe depression and am forced to bottle everything up and keep to myself since my family doesnt believe in mental health. Since I cant get help I'm getting worse. For the passed 2 yrs I've gotten all Fs in school because somedays I PHYSICALLY cant get out of bed. I'm so disconnected with reality, nothing feels real, I dont feel real or here. My family and friends laugh when they find out I'm failing homeschool and think I'm lying "How the **** does someone fail HOMESCHOOL?" when I say "I have no motivation..." they think I'm making excuses. I'm so stressed I get sleep paralysis often, I sleep SO much because I like feeling nothing as much as I can. I've tried suicide multiple times and plan on shooting myself when I'm 20 if life doesnt get better. Help?
- PatriciaLv 76 months ago
If you're home-schooled, this isn't going to benefit you whatsoever. I knew several kids who were home-schooled. Stranger children i never met.
- Arthur DentLv 76 months ago
When I see stories like this I wonder what reaction the poster is looking for. Are they expecting people to actually believe their story or would they find more satisfaction when they are told they should learn to troll better.
- TavyLv 76 months ago
So you are paralysed which is why you cannot get out of bed ? So you don't eat or wee, you just lie there? Starving ?
Is there any reason why you cannot make a Doctors appointment yourself, or phone a self help group or do anything positive to help yourself ?