Aye i would feel the same way. I was in the National Guard when i was 17 and that was in my bad years and i always wanted to take someones life, not just anybody though, no one innocent, i am not a serial killer. I was actually hoping they would send me to war so i can finally blast a terrorist brains on the wall, honestly its a dream of mine to take a life. I want to have that page in my lifes book marked away so i can say i did it
I would get so excited day dreaming about it. I wasnt always like the rest of the guys, i had more energy and took a whole lot of risk. I would still take a life if i could and if we ever have a draft i wouldnt mind going at all.
i still go to BestGore.com to satisfy my insatiable appetite for killing, i used to really love the ISIS videos, they had hollywood type production and editing and they would do the most creative killings. Check it out and search ISIS on the website, or islam and watch the videos if you are down
I have seen a dude shoot himself in the head. Long story short a crack head came to the levee where my family was playing and he tried to rob them, we chased him down and he shot himself in the head, he actually survived the first shot, he lifted his body off the ground and grabbed the gun and shot himself again and he was gone, blood poured like a water fall out of his nose. I thought this would be a great story to tell. I know many people would find this intriguing