Keep fantasising my family dying?

It's just over a week from marking six yeas since my mum died, and I'm guessing that because of that I keep imaging my dad and/or brother dying and me having to deal with the aftermath. Like I imagine getting a call saying they died in a car accident, and me having to organise funerals, sort out bank... show more It's just over a week from marking six yeas since my mum died, and I'm guessing that because of that I keep imaging my dad and/or brother dying and me having to deal with the aftermath. Like I imagine getting a call saying they died in a car accident, and me having to organise funerals, sort out bank accounts, go to solicitors, etc.
I know it's really ****** up to imagine such a thing, and that I should cherish what I have at the moment but it keeps coming across my mind.
Any idea what I should do about it, or why I'd imagine such a thing?
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