Wanting to join the marines but I'm told not to?

I was diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety and ptsd, my therapists say it's not a good idea to join or I'll be a lot worse. I'm currently feeling suicidal and reckless, I'm ready to join, I've been in combat sports for years and im a weightlifter but do you think it'll get... show more I was diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety and ptsd, my therapists say it's not a good idea to join or I'll be a lot worse. I'm currently feeling suicidal and reckless, I'm ready to join, I've been in combat sports for years and im a weightlifter but do you think it'll get better for me in the marines?
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