Really, what did you expect. Your the other woman in a love triangle involving a married man. Word to the wise, married men/women who have an affair such as this almost never leave their spouse for their affair partner. Right now this guy is having his cake and eating it too. He gets the stability of marriage and companionship and he gets your love and companionship as well as some side action in the bedroom. Your being used. Plain and simple. I am not saying the guy does not care for you, I am sure on some level he does. But he is not going to leave his wife for you, no matter what he has said. If your tired of sleeping alone, you need to cut ties with him, heal yourself and learn from this experience then find someone who can give you 100% of himself. You deserve that, you don't deserve to be someone's side piece. Also, your not innocent in this either, you shouldn't be messing with married men. Imagine how devastated the wife will be when D-day comes around and trust me, sooner or later it will.